Seriously. And we’re like the Yoyoist(?). At first all we can make life do is bounce up and down. As we finally see our yoyo hit the bottom of it’s rope and rest there, the feeling of resignation washes over us. We are so very, very far away from the tricks others can do.
Then we’re given a choice; continue throwing our yoyo, resigned, just watching an wishing. Or, we keep trying to spin the hell out of it until finally, something happens. Before you know it you start looking back remembering when you thought what you’re doing right now with ease was impossible. Now we’re spinning life however we want, as people look on in awe.
Or maybe it’s just me. Never the less I am typing this as the house around me is packed and ready to go into a truck tomorrow. My mother is leaving for North Carolina in a few days and I am preparing to follow her at the beginning of November. I am sworn is as a soldier of the US Army to perform my duties as a satellite computer technician. Building, programming, operating and repairing military satellite computers. I have the love of my life at my side and will be in her arms soon. I’m seeing visions of a ring in the near future.~
Aside from all the spilling of my thought and feelings the real reason I am writing this is to explain I will not have a computer for possibly a month. If anyone wishes to contact me, my phone number is on facebook, under a note only friends can see. It shouldn’t be hard to find. I wish everyone the very best while I am away. And to sooth hearts, basic training doesn’t begin until February 1, 2010.